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Do you still remember??

First of all, thank you very much for my love, kinki. You have made a fantastic and neat xanga skin for me!   Although i havn't shown any happiness or surprise when you

told me this great new, i have said a truely thank you in silent from the deep of my heart. I

could see what you were doing when i have just come back form the church......It is

touching and this feeling i have already missed for a long time.

Don't you remember? "I will always remember all the thing you have done for me."

15/5

This day supposed to be a long day to me but everything was fine after she came. I met her in the city. The breakfast was nice and the feeling was so cozy. However, there were hips of flies annoyed us a lot. During the breakfast, she showed me something, something talked about our fortune of this year. The articles really scared and worried me a lot. Maybe she showed me these articles was because of the funny stuff mentioned in the articles. Actually, my heart is bleeding after I finished the reading. I don¡¦t want my worry happen. I don¡¦t want anything mentioned in the articles happen on me¡K¡K¡KAnything¡K¡K¡K. I don¡¦t want it to be¡K¡K.Can Jesus help me?  

After we came back, that horrible economic essay was waiting for me. I had nearly used whole of the afternoon on this stupid essay. What I needed to do was typing, copying, typing, copying¡K¡K¡K¡K¡K¡K

We mentioned about that damn shit mother fucker again. Every time when I mention about him, what I feel is anger. I couldn¡¦t hold my emotion. I didn¡¦t want to make her scared but that guy really made me irritated. How can he do that on my girl? Frankly, I feel regretful many times since we have started. I couldn¡¦t stop him to hurt you¡K¡K¡K. I don¡¦t want to see your cry because of him anymore. I promise, I will do my best to give you happiness. No matter what thing is it, I will do it to you if it makes you feel happy. Please believe me¡K¡K.. Don¡¦t you dare to make her cry again?  I don¡¦t know what will happen. The only thing I can say is that you will feel regretful on what you have done immediately. Please don¡¦t make me angry¡K¡K..

16/5

Kinki cried on today¡K¡K¡K.This is the second time I have seen her cry since we started. Please don¡¦t cry¡K¡K.. Your cry really made me broke down. Do you think that is worth dropping your tear because of this small stuff? What I can remember on today is you cry. I don¡¦t want to type anymore¡K¡K¡K¡K.

Today is mother 's day~Hope every mother on the world will enjoy it!Especially my mum.Sorry for the late coming card, really sorry about it.....

There is nothing special on today.Studying , studying and studying for tomorrow's chemistry test.The concept is quiet complicated for me.I am a bit confused.

There is no recharge on my pre-paid mobile again.Also,my homestay dad locked the telephone line.i cannot call Kinki , what i can do is waiting for her call.just 2 days but i miss her so much.How can that be?

2/5 is a very very special and important day to me.......Something i expected for  a long time has happened,i even couldn't believe it~ "Is that possible?" , "Should i say first ?" , "Does she think  we are not match?" ......All these questions appeared in my mind all the time and worried me a lot. Pray for her has become a habit of me.But finally, i opened my mouth and success followed with my voice,Thx for giving Kinki to me,Jesus......I wanna to stay with her all the time, i wanna....... lots of thing i wanna to say and i will write them down in that diary.....that special one.....

4/5 is my birthday.Albert,vincent,Rick ,Andrew,Elizar,Vicky,Step.,Kristy and the most important one Kinki celebrated my birthday in Hungry 's Jack on the morning.I know it is really difficult for them to wake up so early.I appreciated them a lot.They are all my good friends~Thx for the shirt, the accessories and the birthday card.And also thx for that beautiful mini saxophone and that little"house" given by Vincent~He is really a nice man.Thx for giving so many good friends in AU , god~The strawberry cheese cake is fantastic and delicious~Rick, you are really a good man~

Today is really a good day for me. Except my birthday , today is also the day i left that damn shit homestay. i have already moved lot of thing to Albert there on last weekend.However, there are still two huge bags waiting for me. Kinki came and helped me .She mentally suppported i lot.Maybe she  thinks this is not a big deal but for me personally,the meaning behind is really strong........The new homestay is very kind~They gave me a delicious birthday cake and 2 T-shirts.i love them.

Kinki looked really tired on today.Panda eyes appeared on her eyes again.She even fell in sleep deeply on my shoulder on the way to the new homestay.She needed more rest.Her coughing worry me a lot.God , please help her to get away from the disease.

It is really touching when she told me that she made the birthday card till 3:00am. She was tired but she still sacrificed her time for rest to make that beautiful birthday card for me. I nearly moved to tear when i was reading it but i stood for it.

I have read the card many time . No matter how many time i read it , i still have the feeling of warm.....

                                                 So much for the happy ending...    

Thx, mates~